``Be apart``

Without you everything is empty.

Saturday that day night he asked me can he go out and 'yam cha' with his friends.

Than I was like disappointed a bit. Than I asked him

'I can say canno mehh? '

Than in my heart I was asking,

If I say no to him, will he listen to me?

I know no matter what my answer is he will still go.

Sometimes I really feel like asking him that does he really know how I feel.

Do he really think before only he do something?

After that I said okay to him.

Than not long enough he accidentally called me.

So, I answered.

When I've answered, my mood totally change.

I don't know why but my feelings keep on telling me that he is hiding something 

from me.

So, Later, I end the called and I message him that I wanted to go to sleep.

But actually I'm not going to sleep also.

Than he said sorry to me.

I was like, totally ignore him.

I cried.

I keep on asking myself that 

did he hide anything from me?

I'm scared. I'm in pain.

Than, I keep on telling myself that he wont hide anything from me.

He wont hide anything from me.

He will tell me everything right?

Inside, I feel awful. I feel like taking a knife and stab on it.

From Saturday night onwards, I totally ignore him.

He message me I don't want to reply.

Sunday, he message me and called me I ignore it.

Feel so bad.

But I'm scared.

I scared he will tell me the truth.

So, I rather pretend that I didn't bring the phone with me.

When the phone rang, I tell myself is not my phone.

It's so difficult to do that.

But once I really feel like answering it and said sorry.

But I've decided not to answered it. 

10pm I message him back.

And this time, his turn to ignore me.

In my heart I keep on saying sorry sorry sorry sorry.

But is too late, isn't it? I asked myself.

Even though I've called him to give up me and leave me,

but actually in my heart I don't want it to happen.

But it seems like it's already happen and is too late to turn back.

I felt very regret. But what to do?

All I can do is just hope.

Sometimes if I hope too much, I'll get more disappointed.

Can I say I want him back in to my life?

Sigh! 

You Know That I LOVE You

Than Is Already Worth it.

``Sorry, But I LOVE You!``