``Unhappy``

He went to Genting Highland with his friends this morning.

Oooowwwhhh! I felt so ALONE.

Before he went to Genting, actually he asked me that can he go.

When I wanted to say yes I very scared that this kind of feelings will come.

But if I said no, I'm scared he will unhappy and say that 

I don't give him any freedom with his friends.

What to do? It took me 2 days to think the answer.

Than, before I can tell him the answer, I purposely asked him

'How you go Genting Highland?'

When he answered me 'Still don't know yet. Need to asked my friends.'

From that conversation, my mood become very down.

Because from that conversation I already know what is his answer.

I tell myself, if you had already decide your answer why do you still

have to asked me?

 Besides, from that conversation I felt that no matter what answer I'll give him,

he will just do what he wants to do.

If it's a Yes than is a Yes.

I can't say No.

Sometimes I really don't know what to do.

All I can do is just sit down and shut up and let him go!

Sigh! 

Sometimes I asked myself why I treated him like this.

The answer is.......

I need his attention and his care. ><

Sweatness! =.=||

But is okay. 

I've promise him that I will try my best.

So, now I must do it! 

No matter how pain it is, I need to do it!

Need to try my best!! :D

Just pretend to be happy and stay strong! :DDDD

``GAMBATEH!``